perfectionism = paralysis

So what is about perfectionism? Why do one have to be perfect or wanting to? Why do you have to draw a perfect circle? Or lines? Why do you have to write a thesis without any grammar mistakes? Why do you have to cut your fringe a few centimeters more just because it does not fall right on your eyebrows? Why do you have to wash your shirts again just because it wasn't clean enough? Why are you fussing about your pimples or your weight just because you sees other people's in size zero and have the perfect skin? Why?

And the biggest impediment towards an accomplishment is perfectionism.

I kept saying to people nobody's perfect but do I really embrace others weaknesses?

No. Truth to be told, no.

And I am yet still figuring out my strength towards perfection, which I assume I shouldn't.



I thought I was the perfect daughter.
But I seldom went back home nowadays.
But I rarely called my Mom everyday except when I wanted to.
But I still depending on her to pay my car.

I thought I was the perfect sister.
But I still haven't got them birthday presents for years.
But I still gave excuses when they need my help.

I thought I was the perfect granddaughter,
But I still complained whenever I had to brought her to the hospital.
But I still waited for her in one corner until she's done.
But I still don't know what topic to talk about with her.
And still don't remember her age.

I thought I was the perfect lover,
But deep down I still wanted him to be perfect.

I thought I was the perfect friend,
But I wasn't there when they needed me.
But I called them only when I need someone called 'friend' to talk.

Don't look into perfectionism. Nobody's perfect (again). Be grateful of what you've got. What we have is actually temporary, one day He will take everything from us.

I am still learning to be perfect for myself, not for others.





Sekejap entri lari sedikit, kurang serius tapi masih berkaitan perfect.
  1. Saya paling perfect bila bab lipat baju. Wah jangan main-main! Don't mess with me bila lipat kain. Walau anda lihat baju segonggol (wujudkan ayat?) tak payah rajin2 nak tolong. Confirm apa yang anda lipat saya bukak balik. Mau menangis tengok kerajinan tidak dihargai. Sudah, tak payah rajin2.
  2. Sebelum masak mahu potong segala bawang dan sayur atau sampah sarap yang perlu dan disusun cantik atas pinggan. Lagak seperti chef dalam channel 703. Ceh, Jamie Oliver siap masak tepi paya relak je. Kau halia takda je dah menggelabah.
  3. Toilet harus clean. Nota: toilet yang saya pakai. Sental2 sampai bersih, sampai kulit terkopek, sampai batuk terhidu toxic lama sangat, sampai kena marah mommy tercinta. Tapi dok sental tak hilang, menangis!
  4. Barang dalam rumah harus sentiasa ada@complete. Saya beli ironing board untuk kakak di Subang just because nak iron baju susah. Saya beli tong sampah hitam besar for Kakak pasal yang lama dah lama gila pecah tapi penyewa tak mahu beli yang baru jugak.
  5. Jemur baju ada arrangement dia sendiri. Ah malas nak cerita bukan korang paham. Salah jemur baju memang baju hapak, menyakitkan hati. Saya sanggup cuci dua kali eh.
Tapi saya tak pernah cuba jadi perfect untuk ini: money management. No matter how much I try confirm fail! Lepas tu stress sendiri.

Comments

balkeez said…
money management? masalah yg same..puas plan tp x jalan beb~
nowa said…
rasanya kita serupa.
jemur baju kene sama side (depan-depan, blkg-blkg)
jemur ikut kaler.
kalau lipat baju, org lipat.. bukak balik n lipat cantik2 ikot style sendiri.
susun mestilah sama size dan kaler hendaklah sama.
basuh baju jalan2 basuh tangan sampai kembang dah tangan.

so saya memahami!
;)
chezzem said…
belle: haha itu gunanya buah hati terchenta :p

nora: alamak. macam nora lagi perfectionist je? hahahahaha!
izi said…
takut siak nk gi umah ko!
hahahahha
Anonymous said…
kakak lipat baju lagi kemas... kakak OCD.................................................. ahahaha
chezzem said…
haha ni mesti bux ni. tak lah bux. beza ok kiteorg lipat. cube tengok gobok kiteorg nanti then u'll know.
Anonymous said…
kakak pernah x bagi bux lipat.. sbb nnt lipat tak ikut style dia.... ohohohoho ;p
chezzem said…
memang lah! ur style, style koboi!hahahaha

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